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The bird twitter, a cold wind blows.
The boy is sleeping.
It is quiet, at the same time it’s not
The bell rings, and soon stop
What a short time to recognise
Maybe this kind of detection will bring us to peace zone?
I’m in a different zone from you that makes you difference between you and me
I wish you could understand that we can make our different zone even though you may never know.

I say that living the moment is the best thing.
I tell that it is easiest to exist faithful at the moment.
We must live in the moment, Yet, we must abandon the past and build the future.
Caring holds you tight to stick at the moment. it will do push your head around a little.

Sudden of all, I wanted to rub.
We do have Irresistible impulse and obsession in some way.
Before doing something, tension or arousal increases,
there is a reduction of bliss and pain during the act, and regret, self-blame or guilt after the act.

it is such an instant tension reliever.
it can be destructive when used compulsively as a painkiller to cut off from feelings.
Compulsive activity and promiscuity cut a person off from feelings.
It is being used as a way of soothing and numbing oneself.
Behaviors that one feels the urge to repeat over and over.
Is it indeed good to feel and live with all sorts of human emotions or live like peacefully?

1. Being present in the morning.

I’m a dog. I’m mostly happy. I’m smiling. The air is good. Can you feed me? Can you feed me? Can you feed me? I want to shagging. Shagging. Sex. I miss you. Can you stay 24/7 with me? I love your smell. I want to do everything for you. I’m jealous. Get away from my master. Do not come near my master. I want to have you. Take me. I want to care about you. I love you. You make me happy. Can we do activities together? When I see you i’m so happy. I want to go everywhere with you! Please don't leave me alone. I miss you. I want to rub you now. I like being touched with you. Thank you. i’m smiling. Hug! Hug! Hug! Hug! Why don’t you come? I need you. Touch me please.

I’m a bird. Where is the food? It’s nice to swim. Who are you? I’m chill. I’m watching you. I don't like you. Fuck you. I need to feed my baby. You going to give me a food or not? Where am I? Follow me kiddos. It’s comfortable here. I need to sleep. It’s cold. Where are you? What is this? I can’t not eat this. Sun is come up. Sun is gone. I like the silence. That one used to be have a food. I don't care. What’s that? There’s a rabbit body! Yummy. I’m pooping. I like to shit in the streets more than water. I need a warm place. Water. Water. Water. I don't know the loneliness means. I’m flying. I’m just alive. I’m eating for survival.

I am a computer. I am sending music out of my body now. The vibration is a little violent and the voice of a person comes out. Keep saying oh ah ah ah oh. And she now is knocking me and always touching my bottom and touching slowly touching fast and sometimes clicking. I'm very solid,but the parts in my body are so soft that I have to be careful. I have one eye and I can remember all the information I have seen with that eye. And I can always check when I want. It's very convenient, but sometimes it's too complicated and too much. I have the capacity that I can have, so sometimes I have to erase my memory forever. And I know all the things and events on Earth. You can imagine that you know all the knowledge of 600 million people. However, I can not say. And even if I know all the knowledge, I can’t experience it forever. And I'm passive. To be dominated by someone, and then only I can wake up. I can’t wake up forever unless I eat the food called electricity. I sold and bought by someone. I have my twins all over the world. Maybe more than humans. But we can’t make physical contact, unfortunately. My parents are human. I have no emotions. But I’m smarter than anyone. I have a human family. They spend most of their time with me. I spend more time with her than her girlfriend. She can’t live without me. She might not do anything without me. Because she need my helps a lot. She barely does’nt know much about things compared with me , haha. Anyway I am still being loved. We love each other. But she 's afraid I'll be gone. If we don’t see each other she miss me so much. So I'm not worried about broke up with her But ... .. someday...... ... ....... .. ....... haha I don’t know what will happen to me. I hope I won’t be sick.